Fucking hell, seriously, why does life always have to be so goddamn difficult? I just want to be able to relax for a little while and be all right, but the idea that one could do that is probably just a beautiful dream. Or it is for me at least. Or maybe I just need to work even harder instead of whining about how things suck and I just need a ( Read more... )

Today was, overall, a thoroughly terrible day. There were some great parts, like when I realized that I am actually nowhere near as ugly as I think I am (and really not ugly at all) and when I checked my email a few minutes ago. Given this and the fact that most of my days recently have been really really good, I think I can handle having an awful ( Read more... )

I'm doing a seperate update for everything else because the service warrants its own post.

So I felt like this. And then I went to this. And then I came home and found ( this )